Once
in a great while I stumble across someone's
NDE testimony that I find to be uniquely
outstanding and awesome. Christian Andréason
(pronounced On-dray-son) and his NDE
testimony is the latest one! For reasons
that you will discover for yourself, I
consider his experience as the most
inspirational I've ever read. His testimony
is filled with new insights - new "pieces" -
to fit into my own NDE cosmology puzzle.
It was on June 2nd of 1995, that
Christian Andréason (www.allaboutchristian.com)
had his NDE. Because of an unanticipated
drug interaction and overdose, Christian's
blood pressure was caused to plummet while
undergoing routine dental surgery. Once out
of his body, Christian took a rare, highly
transcendental and extensive tour of "The
Divine Realm" where he entered into the
light of God. The experience not only
changed the entire course of Christian's
life, but also the direction of his music
career. He immediately became more focused
on all things spiritual; serving friends,
loved ones and even those some might
consider strangers in anyway possible.
Best known for being an award-winning -
critically acclaimed recording artist,
Christian Andréason is a singer, songwriter
and producer of inspirational music for his
independent record label,
Wonderboy Records. Since 1987 he has
professionally recorded hundreds of songs
and produced a total of 9 albums. Praised by
celebrities, major press and even former
United States Presidents, Christian's music
and messages of love have so far reached
millions of ears Internationally via
Internet, television, stage and radio.
Currently Christian is working on his next
album with Grammy Award winning music
producer, Joe Hogue. (LeAnne Rhimes,
Donna Summer, Michael W. Smith, Ce Ce Winans
and Roy Orbison).
Interestingly enough, Christian is the
writer/singer of the theme song entitled,
"All The Time" used by fellow NDEer and
long-time # 1 N.Y. Times Best Selling
Author,
Betty
J. Eadie for her 2002 award winning
television program, "Embraced by the Light"
... which featured Betty's famous book of
the same name. Betty J. Eadie was the first
to discover and publish some of Christian's
NDE writing in several pages of the 1999
inspirational book, "The
Ripple Effect." The two are great
friends, as Betty has been a great source of
inspiration to Christian for many years.
Besides writing about spiritual issues and
recording future music, Christian now
devotes several days every week toward a
thriving spiritual therapy/one-on-one
ministry practice based in Houston, Texas.
Using his God given intuitive gifts and
clairvoyant abilities he has since helped a
multitude - including many well known in
entertainment media, politics, ministry and
in the new-thought movement.
The following is
an edited version of questions and answers
taken from Christian's forthcoming book.
While it is reprinted on my website for
inspirational reading, I ask that you
request permission directly from Christian
before professionally copying or reprinting
any part of this material. Thank you very
much.
On
June 2nd, 1995 I had what is commonly
called, "a near-death/out-of-body
experience." This event occurred because of
a reaction to medications I was taking while
having dental surgery performed. Two weeks
prior to going in for the dental surgery, I
had injured myself while lifting a big
screen TV up a long flight of stairs in the
rain. Once at the top, I slipped and lost my
footing. While I did manage to catch the TV,
I pulled out several major muscles in my
lower back. Because the medications I was on
were not powerful enough to ease the pain, I
remained bedridden for over a week. I was
later given an even stronger painkiller so
that I might get up and move around. On the
day of my dental surgery, now weary of the
thought of any additional pain and
discomfort, I purposefully took a rather
large dose of the pain killer before my
dental appointment thinking that would save
me from feeling anything. Because I was very
nervous that particular day, I had a lapse
in my memory, and forgetting that I had
already taken some pills ... I took another
handful! By the time I got to the dentist's
office, I was feeling a bit woozy ... But
because I had forgotten I had taken that
extra handful of pills, I really didn't
think I was in any danger. Actually, I felt
pretty good. But then the inevitable
happened:
The large dose of pain
killers ended up conflicting with the
anesthesia given to me in the dentist's
office and the result was that my blood
pressure fell to low and I was literally
knocked unconscious and right out of my
body. During a brief amount of time, my
spirit traveled through what I know and now
call, "the Heavenly Realm." During the
experience, all time stopped ... and two
minutes of Earth time turned into what
seemed to be days, weeks and even months. I
saw an uncountable amount of wonderful
places that were not of this world and many
spiritual truths were Lovingly and
generously revealed to me with mind-bending
answers. Almost the whole time I was guided
mostly by a being that appeared in the form
of the most beautiful woman I have ever
seen. Following us were three other guides
who all appeared as men. All were robed with
a beautiful glistening white, diamond-like
material. I could also distinguish that they
had Light coming from underneath their
garments. I knew that this Light was their
true bodies. The moment they came into my
awareness, I recognized these beings as
having been some of my closest friends that
have been with me for all time. They were
very kind to me and very caring about my
feelings. There are no secrets in Heaven, so
information that might have been considered
embarrassing was treated with tremendous
sensitivity. And even in moments where I
might have cried knowing that someone knew
my deepest darkest secrets, wonderful warm
laughter was often exchanged between us
instead. No matter any unpleasantness they
may have known about me, I knew that I was
eternally and unconditionally Loved! For
many years, after my experience, I have
continued to stay in contact with these dear
ones through dreams and meditations. During
my experience it was revealed to me that
they had made many appearances to me during
my life, particularly during difficult times
in my childhood and adolescence, only I was
not consciously aware of them or their
presence at the time.
When
you passed over, did you see God
immediately?
At first, I did not
see God immediately. However, I did FEEL the
presence of God everywhere! When I found
myself in the Realm, initially I spoke with
my very Loving guides, absorbed amazing
information and took in the bigness of
everything that was shown to me in God's
Heaven. Then, toward the end of my
experience, I stood in the wonderful
presence of a great Being of brightness and
knew with my whole heart that I was in the
midst of my Creator, who is a being of
unconditional Love and infinite Light. Many
of you will not yet remember, but you too
have stood in the very presence of God! I
saw that before each of us are sent forth
into our various missions, we are brought
into a vast Cathedral of Light known as,
"the Throne Room of God." In this room
resides the very essence of all Creation,
the Being those of us who are Jewish or
Christian know and call Father God. This
Being is the author of all that exists and
he is tremendously pleased with all that has
come forth from his Light. Because our Souls
are covered by what is known as a "veil of
forgetfulness," we are made to seek God out
in ways that hopefully has us seeking him in
each other. Each of us carries the Light of
the Creator within us and it is through this
experience we call "life in a flesh" that
helps us to better understand the Creator
and develop the inner Light he placed within
us by practicing Love. A time will come soon
enough where we will be back in the Loving
arms of God and it will be a very Joyous
time for us all. But first we must work at
accomplishing the thing he sent us here to
learn ... LOVE!
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2. When you got to heaven, what was
the first thing you saw?
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When
I arrived in Heaven (in my experience)
I found myself in a huge room where the
walls and ceilings were made of pure crystal
and they had Light coming from the inside of
them. The effect was amazing. Then as I
looked up, I saw four translucent screens
appear (and form a kind of gigantic box
around me). It was through this method
that I was shown my life review. (Or
rather I should say my LIVES IN REVIEW!)
Without ever having to turn my head, I saw
my past, my present, my future and there was
even a screen that displayed a tremendous
amount of scientific data, numbers and
universal codes. I saw the beginning of my
known existence as a Soul and saw that I had
existed Spiritually long before this
incarnation -- where I am now a male human
known as Christian Andréason! In Heaven, I
undeniably saw that I had lived an
innumerable amount of lives. Yet, what I saw
went way beyond our comprehension of what we
think reincarnation is. So, I am not exactly
speaking of being born again and again on
this planet alone. I saw that it is a big
Universe out there and God has it all
organized perfectly. Each of us is sent
where we can obtain the best growth
according to our Divine purpose.
Before the review ended, I was shown
something that blows my mind every time I
think about it. I observed myself go before
what I understood to be as the Throne of
Heaven. This is a great domed hall in the
center of a golden city and is where the
highest presence of God exists. What I saw
was nothing short of spectacular!
In short, what
did you see?
As I entered the
room, I was washed with a brilliant white,
golden and rose colored Light which filled
me with indescribable happiness. I knew this
Light had created me, as it had everything
else. The Light was God ... both Father and
Mother Creator mixed together in a colorful
body of Light I have since learned to call,
Christ.
As I looked up, the Light
went on and on without end. I was lifted
high up into the Great Light, and as this
happened, I felt fully embraced by my
Creator. I knew without a doubt that this
omnipresent being found great delight in me
and I clearly heard thoughts that I was
considered a perfect being of the Creator's
Creation.
What were you
told?
I
was told many things. But one thing has
always stuck out in my mind: each of us have
pre-planned moments where what I call, "clue
events" will occur. These moments always
trigger a memory that Heaven planted deep in
the subconscious mind before we came here
... and once set off, the memory makes its
way up to the more conscious part of our
brain and enters our main stream of thought.
This event then evokes a future thought or
feeling in us, which sooner or later
produces an action that gets us walking in
the direction toward our destiny. If you
understand the concept of "déja vu" you know
what I am talking about. In Heaven, I saw
over and over again, things that we see
almost on a daily basis, which might even
seem mundane ... could actually be clues for
us to pick up on to get us going in the
right direction! I understood that before we
came to Earth, many of these clues were
shown and explained to us and in our spirit
we hold a deep knowing of what any
particular clue really means for us. I saw
that the conscious mind does not need to
recognize a clue, (although Spiritually
sensitive people will eventually begin to
discern them), it is the eternal
"subconscious" part of the mind that does
all the spiritual work for us. A clue can
come in the form of us looking at a clock at
just the right moment and seeing a set of
numbers that mean something to us ... it can
be hearing someone say a familiar phrase or
"trigger word" at a very interesting period
of your life ... or it can be something as
simple as seeing a single item sitting
somewhere odd that intrigues you to wonder
... "Why is that thing there?"
I was then shown the time we call the
beginning of Creation. There was a huge
explosion, coming from a singing, pulsing,
Joy-filled ball of bright Golden Light. I
knew that I had been a part of this great
Light, as have the rest of us. From this
Light exploding, I found myself happily and
quite excitedly hurling through space and
time. I arrived safely in a perfect place of
peace and amazing splendor. I knew
immediately that this place was geared
toward the expansion and education of every
Soul that came there. I call this place,
"the Realm." In this place, we are assisted
by many wise beings and helped to complete
many years of training and Soulish
expansion.
Where is the
heavenly realm?
In all
honesty, the Realm is all around us, and not
just above ... but directly in front of us.
It is hard to see, but it is there. Heaven
exists in another dimension that can only be
entered by the way of Spirit. There are many
different Heavens and Realms of Heaven. They
are stacked one atop the other like pancakes
and scattered all throughout God's super
Universe. Each sits at a level that can
accommodate those who walk within it. At the
highest level is the Master Creator, God,
and at the lower levels are the various
forms and presence(s) of God. Everything is
regulated by vibration, current and
frequency ... the higher our spirit's level
of vibration and frequency, the higher our
Spirits are able to go throughout the Divine
Realm. God, the Creator, vibrates at an
absolute level that is so fast that he is
perfectly still. His frequency is
incomprehensible and is ever-expanding
upward in pitch.
What does heaven look like?
Glorious.
There are many levels and dimensions in the
Realm. There are great cities very similar
to the ones we live in now, only these
places have great harmony and balance to
them. I saw whole cities made of gold and
precious stones. One city that always stays
in the back of my mind is a great metropolis
made entirely out of what looked to be
sapphires. It glows with the most luminous
blue and white Light. It reminds me of a
white Christmas tree with beautiful blue
glass balls. I had a knowing that this place
was where Loving Christ-like communicators
choose to gather and exchange thoughts.
There is a tremendous amount of Love and
Grace in Heaven. No matter where you go, the
feeling of Love and Joy is everywhere. There
is no other place you would rather be.
Is there a
special place where we stay in heaven?
The point to incarnating in a physical
body is so that once we are done, we can
then explore the many worlds and places of
wonder within the Realm. However, each of us
is allowed a sacred space there, (where
we can make a home for our Soul), if we
desire to.
(I will explain more about this below.)
How does
heaven change in appearance?
The higher up you go in Heaven, the more it
becomes impossible to give a human
description. I try to explain it by saying
there are flashes of Light and brilliant
colors of every spectrum everywhere. In fact
the colors that are in Heaven are more
brilliant than the ones we have here on
Earth. There are healing tones that play
incredible music, which all together form
one single sacred song. There is such
tremendous LOVE, PEACE and JOY there that
you can think of no other place you would
rather be. There is no way to really
describe the high Heavens. It has to be
experienced by the individual. And all
individuals will have this experience when
they are ready and it is time for them.
So Earth is not
our home?
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Earth is
home for the physical human body,
which is temporary ... even the
Earth is temporary. But Heaven is
made of pure, radiant Light that
lasts forever and ever. Heaven could
certainly be said to be our real
home, however; as we Spiritually
mature we will continuously move up
and up until we are once again
reunited with the Creator of all
Creation.
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Who goes to
heaven?
In the end ... believe it or not
(sigh of relief), everyone gets to come
home! Heaven is a place of ultimate LOVE.
When we have learned how to become
individuals that base our entire existence
and consciousness around manifesting LOVE,
we then become capable of entering the
domain of the higher Realms of Heaven. If we
do not practice Love, we can only go so far
and we will be made to incarnate somewhere
out there in God's super Universe again and
again (unlimited times) until we
learn.
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3. What goes on in the "divine
realm?"
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Lots of
things! Individuals are
laughing, relaxing and enjoying
one another's company. Some are
off working together in pairs
(or larger), so that they
might bring a new concept or
idea, or accomplish a Divinely
intended goal for the planet.
Some are off to themselves
reflecting in far away, peaceful
places and learning how to work
with and trust the power they
hold within them. Others form
close-knit groups and enjoy
learning together as they are
taught by various Loving,
advanced teachers and guides of
Spirit. The Realm is a real
happening place I can tell you
that! I always laugh when I
think of society's image of
Heaven as little cherubs sitting
around playing harps on clouds.
Ahhhh ... it's a whole lot more
intense than that!
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Who can see
heaven or the divine realm?
Anyone can see it.
Even in the body?
Yep. Even in
the body. You will be amazed to find out
that some of the things you "thought you
saw"
(but thought your mind was playing
tricks on you) were actually things
Heaven was helping you see on Earth. Again,
the higher up you go in your capacity to
hold Love and Light in your Soul, the
greater the chance your spirit will reside
long enough in your body to help your
consciousness become open enough to help you
see and understand the Realm.
How can I
learn how to see it?
Every
time you choose to participate in a LOVING
THOUGHT, you are manifesting the feeling of
HEAVEN ON EARTH. The reason most are so
unsure about the place from which we all
came is because we have not yet learned to
LOVE ourselves or one another enough. Once
we learn how to LOVE enough and keep this
LOVE perpetual, we will build up a
tremendous inner Light and this Light will
be used to help us see glimpses into Heaven.
Not only will you be able to see or sense
spiritual things, you will also understand
how to work through issues that trouble you
in your life.
For many, seeing or sensing Spiritually
can happen quite suddenly. Close your eyes
and take a deep breath. ALLOW the peace,
presence and Joy of Almighty God to wash
over you like a warm, gentle, flowing stream
of water. Concentrate on this feeling for as
long as you are able. Just imagine to your
best ability what the word "JOY" might mean
to you. If you feel doubt or have "jumbled"
emotions about this word, it could mean that
you are holding guilt, shame or
unforgiveness in your Soul. These things
have no place in the Realm of God! Let them
go now. Think only what it means to LOVE and
be LOVED. Be patient.
What will I
see when I seek to see heaven?
Some report to having seen their
silver cord, some see white flashes of
Light, some see
tunnels of dark blue or violet with a
lovely blue pastel color toward the end.
Some of you may even see moving figures,
buildings, colorful flower gardens or even
great celestial cities. Others report
having amazing
consciousness expanding thoughts come to
them which help them to understand their
lives, the world and the ultimate plan of
God better.
Do we have a
home in heaven?
As a matter of
fact, (as I said before) I saw that
we do (should we want one) and this
home can be as wonderful as we wish it to
be! It can be a quaint cottage or it can
even be a huge mansion. Real estate is not
an issue in Heaven! If you can think it, it
can be done. What many of us fail to realize
is that each of us DOES have the ability to
manifest any visualization into material
form. In Heaven, because all things are made
from the essence of pure LIGHT, this process
is done much easier. In Heaven, we have the
ability to sculpt density into the Light
(using concentration)
and this is how we create form throughout
the Realm. We do this by lightly focusing
(or pressing) with our intention. You
would be amazed at how much you could
accomplish here on Earth once you master the
art of concentration.
What did your
house look like in heaven?
I
saw that I had a house made entirely of
rubies. These precious stones were affixed
to the walls in the hundreds of thousands to
millions. I saw that I have a very pleasant
home in the Realm. It actually has a flowing
stream that moves through the house and into
a lovely, lush, floral garden in the back. I
saw that the furniture was very similar to
what we have here on Earth, only more round
and simplistic and with much more cushion.
Surprisingly, texture is something that can
very much be felt in Heaven. In fact, all of
our five senses are very much the same as on
Earth, only in Heaven, they are far more
developed. We have the ability to smell,
see, hear, touch and get ready .... YES!!!
EVEN TASTE!!!! Oh, yes children! THERE IS A
GOD!
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4. Did God share with you what your
purpose was in this life?
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Yes.
I remember God conveying to me that I would
know times of great jubilation and that
there would also be times that I would know
sorrow as I pursued my ordained purpose. But
I was told that I would be blessed for every
time I succeeded in the name of Love. I was
told that every experience was extremely
necessary according to a greater plan that
would unfold plans and plans never-ending. I
was told not to ever worry about my
competency, capacity or ability, for it was
promised to me that the Light would never
leave me to endure anything I was not
created to handle. I was told that there
would be times I would doubt myself and my
mission, but in the end, I would learn great
wisdom and eventually see myself as
victorious.
I was shown an innumerable amount of
scenes, all containing possible realities I
would eventually experience. I was shown
many Universes and worlds that had
organizational life on them. I saw that
everyone in every Universe is simultaneously
working together to fulfill God's great
Divine plan. I understood that God sees and
knows absolutely everything that happens
everywhere. I saw that while God does a
great deal of planning, our Creator never
interferes with our volition, nor does he
ever seek to alter the way we feel about
things. God knows he need not interfere
because he knows that the law of cause and
effect is always perfect. This method will
always bring justice and teaching wherever
it is needed most.
I was amazed to see how each of us is
connected eternally, that we have always
existed, and that we will never die.
I saw that we were indeed made in the image
of God, which is an essence taken from the
Creator's own LIGHT. It is because of this
Light that we can never die. Every single
child of God carries this Light within their
Soul, and we call this Light, Spirit. As we
learn how to LOVE, we build the Light of
Spirit within. A day will come
(in a time not so far away) when
all of our Light(s) will have become so
large that we will merge and go back to the
Creator and be as ONE -- just as we were in
the beginning. Once we are ONE again, there
will be a great celebration. And after a
certain amount of time has passed, yet
again, there will be another great
explosion, only this time it will be much
bigger and the process of Creation will be
far more advanced.
I felt tremendous
Joy and honor in having been shown these
things and with great confidence, I promised
my God that I would do my very best. God
told me my best would certainly be enough!
Why is it so
important to understand Love and use it in
everyday life?
The reason why we
must learn Love on Earth can be given a
scientific explanation. God is Love and
absolute vibration. The act of Christ-like
Love elevates inner vibration. As we learn
how to Love and practice Christ-like Love
with one another, the inner vibration within
the Soul creates supernatural inner Light.
This Light helps us to enter various
dimensions that lead the way to the Heavens
once we are in spirit form. Contrary to what
many of us were taught in our various
religions, "Heaven" is not a reward for good
behavior, it is a "higher plane of
existence" that awaits those who ready
themselves to enter. The only way to enter
through the door ... is to hold the key of
Love.
How can I
learn more about the ways of love?
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Jesus Christ
came to the planet to be a
way-shower for all people and all
religions. He lived his life with
great passion and dedication to this
word LOVE, so that each of us might
have a role model to compare
ourselves to. This is why he said,
"I AM the way, I AM the truth, and I
AM the life. No man can come to God
but through me. If you replace I AM
and ME with LOVE IS ... you get ...
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LOVE is the WAY
LOVE
is the TRUTH
LOVE
is the LIFE.
No one
comes unto GOD
unless
they know how to LOVE
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Christ had become
LOVE WALKING AND TALKING ON THE PLANET. One
cannot understand God until one understands
and WALKS AND TALKS in the ways of LOVE. If
you walk in Love, you will always understand
God.
How does one know
whether or not he or she is walking in the
ways of LOVE?
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They are
not easily offended (if at
all)
and they are always willing to
forgive trespass! (This is a
biggie!)
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They are
generous people who give
wholeheartedly.
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They
have a positive non-oppressive
relationship with God that is
continually growing.
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They do
all they can to be of service to
others and bring beauty to the
planet.
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Yes,
Angels were everywhere, however; though
Angels are very important to my mission,
they were not always the focal point of my
experience. Of course, the ones with wings
were always somewhere in the background,
watching and Lovingly serving in any way
they possibly could. One of my greatest
memories was when I found myself standing in
the highest Heaven, in the area I know to be
the Throne Room. As I looked up, I saw the
most awesome celestial event of dark purple
and blue. I also saw thousands of Angels
with many eyes and wings shining through and
looking down on me. These beings were
interconnected and formed a gigantic circle
and I knew that they were of great
importance to God. I saw these beings as the
keepers and guardians of all knowledge.
These beings were gigantic and I had a
knowing that they could instantly evaporate
anything
(that has been formed from fear and
darkness)
with a single thought. But as they looked
upon me, I felt such tenderness, compassion,
safety and LOVE. Their greatest concern was
always for my happiness and that I be
pleased with what I was being told and
shown.
How many
angels do each of us have?
As many as we need. Some need one, but I
understand that most have two or even three.
These Angels mostly come in the form of
guides. However, winged guardian Angels are
never far away and always have a watchful
eye on us to make sure nothing prevents us
from accomplishing our Divine purpose.
Who are our guides
and what are their roles in our lives?
Our guides are what
I call our wingless Angels. They are our
most cherished friends and supporters in
Heaven. They never leave our side ... Never
for a single second. In fact, what many do
not know is that somewhere right here on
Earth, in our families or somewhere in a
line of dear personal friends, there is
always one who acts as a Heavenly go between
for us and the Realm. Hence the verse,
"Angels walk among you unaware!"
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6. What were you shown about Christ,
as being the Son of God?
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I
think it is very important to start off by
saying that I fully saw and understood that
we are ALL the children of God. Each and
every one of us plays a vital role on this
planet. No one is seen as insignificant or
is unloved. I understood that to be called a
son or daughter of God, means that you have
matured fully in all the ways of LOVE. Jesus
IS the great leader for all the Sons and
Daughters of God, especially those who
follow the Christian faith. It was made very
clear to me that Jesus does not want anyone
bowing down to him and being subservient. In
fact, what Christ truly wants us to feel is
that we are worthy to walk right beside him.
Only through our agreement to walk beside
Christ can there be any real progress made
in our lives and in the world.
Why would you
recommend that someone get to know Christ?
For many years, I
had no clue who this man Jesus Christ was.
Oh, I was raised up to be a Christian
alright ... but I never really understood
who Christ really was until after my
experience. I found too many in Christianity
come off as haughty and oppressive ... and
because of this ... I wanted to distance
myself as far away from the faith as I
could! But in the process, I also distanced
my self from Jesus, The teacher of Love and
that was unfortunate! It was not Jesus'
fault that so many who 'said' they
subscribed to the Lord of Love's ways ...
came off acting like they had a board up
their backside! Perhaps if I had had better
examples of Christ-Love as a child, I would
have understood the Lord when I was first
taught to believe in him, but that was not
in the cards for me.
So now, I never
EVER judge anyone if they are unsure about
what they feel when it comes to God, Christ
or the Bible. I have found ... you cannot
rely on humankind or a single book to reveal
God to you ... you have to seek these things
out with all your whole heart and let the
Holy Spirit be your guide. In time because
of suffering ... I wanted to see the truth
... and the Holy Spirit showed me: Christ is
the light of God that we each hold within us
and will awaken to when we choose to embody
a Loving lifestyle. The more we do such a
thing (and put faith based Love into
practice) ... the better our lives will
become and the more we reveal this inner
Light to ourselves and others.
A great number of people on the
planet may think they know Christ, but it is
clear that they do not. They have not yet
passed the Love test. You can always tell
who has Christ and who does not ... simply
by watching how a person consistently treats
people. Sure, some people might have a bad
day or two and totally blow their cool, but
I am talking about a person who in their
heart has a sense of urgency to want to Love
on and Joyously Serve others, and not just
the ones who look or behave attractively ...
but all people. A person filled with the
Christ Light will always see that every Soul
on this planet is a precious child of our
Creator and will always do hers or his best
to Love on them with all their might! YOU
WILL ALWAYS HEAR ME SAY THIS OVER AND OVER
... LOVE IS THE ONLY WAY TO GO! I cannot say
it enough, because this is the path to
understanding God and Christ in Heaven. The
more you use it and put it into practice ...
the more you will evoke the Spirit of the
living God in you and see this for yourself.
I would Love it if you understood God and
Christ better ... so that you would once and
for all see that Love is an awesome energy
... it's a tool that makes you more powerful
than you could ever imagine! Another vital
thing to understand about Love ... is that
it also shows you that you and all others
are worthy to call out to God or Christ and
receive help at anytime. Not only will the
Light of God come, but Angels will come
running too. We may not see the
manifestation of this all at once, but God
is always there ... especially when we call!
Another reason I really want some of you to
consider Christ, is if by some chance you
feel like you get lost ... especially at the
time of your physical death. You can call on
Christ and he will come for you!
What about the fact
that Christian religion says we are to
worship God and/or Christ?
Too
many do not understand the difference
between "worship" and spending time in the
presence of God Almighty ... If you want to
bask in absolute appreciation for our
Creator's Love and Goodness, then that is
wonderful! Doing this will only empower you
to see that you are a very precious child in
God's Creation. The Joy of the Lord is our
Strength! I always encourage those I work
with Spiritually (all of my one-on-ones)
to seek out and spend time every day in the
presence of God. Nothing can be better! But
some believe that unless they are face down
on the floor or performing some repellant
activity or major form of sacrifice, that
they are not properly worshiping or
"earning" God's Love. I saw very clearly in
Heaven that God expects nothing of the sort
from us ...and that we need not seek to earn
anything from God, because everything has
already been given! HOWEVER ... WE ARE HERE
TO HAVE ABSOLUTE RESPECT FOR THE GLORY OF
GOD and OPEN OURSELVES TO RECEIVE GOD'S
LOVE, SO THAT WE MIGHT BE ABLE TO GIVE LOVE
TO OTHERS! In fact, if you really want to
know what true worship looks like, it is how
you treat others, when you are kind and
gracious with them.
Modern day
religion has no real concept of just how
humble God and Christ are. If they did, they
would never utter one single unloving word
to any child of God! As for me, I have
personally chosen to see Jesus, the Christ,
as the true example of what a Holy Child of
God should be like. I also personally
believe that he is perhaps the greatest man
that has yet to walk the planet. I know in
my heart of hearts that each and every one
of us aspires to become the same. After my
experience, I found the scripture in the
Bible where Christ said, "Great things I
have done, but greater you will do!" He said
this because he wants us to join him in
relationship to God. I have nothing but
total respect and LOVE for this man, Jesus.
While I never saw his human "face" during my
experience -- later on it came to my
realization that I had seen Christ, only, I
experienced him in a way that I wasn't
looking for.
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7. How can a person become lost
after death? Don't we just pass on?
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While God
always Loves us and never turns away
from us, when the time comes for us
to crossover ... some may decide not
to go into the Light and remain
earthbound for a time. This is a
very difficult kind of experience
and there are a great number of
Souls who exist in this station
right now. In fact, much of my
one-on-one practice is helping those
who have the energy of earthbound
Spirits hitchhiking in their
spiritual atmosphere. When I observe
that an angry energy is attached to
someone, I see that these beings are
lost ...and most have not yet found
God or Love during their physical
lives ... so now they feel confused,
bewildered, caught or trapped. And
(in a moment of struggle) they
feel as if they have no other choice
but to siphon off the Light(s) of
others ... who are still alive and
in a physical body.
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Why does God allow a
Soul energy to sit on the energy of someone
else?
In
my NDE I saw that God had built the Soul to
be a kind of net that retrieves or catches
energy within it. Doing so not only causes
the netting Soul to grow spiritual muscle
(by being consistently weighted down by the
energy in his or her net) ... but it
also gives transport to a lost being ...
also giving the lost one an opportunity to
observe us during moments where we practice
Love and/or remember our inner Divinity.
When a Soul is lost in the nether regions
(between this dimension and the Realm)
or in what the Bible calls, "the death
shadowed valley," it is because they do not
remember who they are in Christ ... and have
forgotten Love.
Therefore, God gives
lost Souls an opportunity to grow by
allowing them to closely monitor us.
What happens to a
person whose Light is being siphoned?
The event of being
"siphoned" into can cause some very
difficult issues to happen for an individual
being tapped into ... especially if the
person has attracted to them too many
unloving energies. Remember: we attract to
us energetically what we are (as an
energy)
ourselves. Over time ... if our behaviors
are risky and unloving ... this kind of
thing can cause us to feel very "weighted
down!" Some people start to have overt
feelings that appear very foreign to their
Soul or addictive behaviors (minor and
serious) may begin to crop up and
gradually take over. They may have energy
problems or feel constantly depressed,
angry, ill, jealous, resentful, lazy or
fatigued. People all the time will tell me,
"I keep finding myself doing or saying or
feeling things I don't want to do, say or
feel!" Paul in the Bible used to say this
very thing himself ... and then openly speak
about something he called his, "thorn in the
flesh" which God would never remove from
him. We all have these "thorns" and it is in
God's plan that we learn how to deal with
them, by learning how to properly deal with
the emotions we feel within ourselves. This
is one of the many methods God will use to
drive a Soul into development.
When
people come to me about issues that "seemed
to suddenly come up during a certain
difficult period in their lives ... which do
not easily go away" ... this can be an
indication that a person is in a process of
what I call, "holding" too much spiritual
energy on their Light-body that does not
really belong to them. And sure enough, when
I clairvoyantly look at a person who has
come to see me, I will clearly see the
presence of many energies who have all not
yet crossed over. All of them will be firmly
latched to the person, for the same purpose
or reason as one would be holding onto a
life raft in the middle of the ocean.
Actually, (believe it or not) this
kind of thing is quite normal, as each of us
attracts energies of like kind toward us at
every hour of every day from other
dimensions. However, I find with energies
who are causing problems, we can drawn the
presences of these energies too near to our
core Self and this can greatly affect how we
think and see ourselves. Think of having
multiple personality disorder and you will
somewhat grasp what I am saying. I have
noticed when it comes to these energetic
beings, many of them do not feel comfortable
with God's Love or Christ ... and they are
unsure as to whether or not they have the
right to call out and claim their Divine
birthright of receiving salvation. When I
see this ... I know that there is a strong
likelihood that the person in front of me
... "holding" ... might have similar issues
as well, as I always keep in mind the laws
of attraction draw to us what we are. So in
my one-on-ones, I do what I call "Soul
retrieval/Love revival work" and I work with
an individual to get them to create as much
Christ centered Love in their lives as
possible, so they can eventually cause an
explosion of inner Light that not only puts
proper distance between them and the
visitor(s), but a proper barrier for what we
would think of as evil as well.
Long
story now made short ... I do not recommend
that you follow the path of some of these
Souls who become earthbound. When your time
comes ... and the Light, the tunnel, Christ
or your departed Loved ones come for you to
take you home ... go with them and go to
Heaven! That is where you really belong!
Just know that when you Love God or Christ
... you will just naturally sense of feel
where you need to go in Heaven and arrive in
that place automatically.
God
is an essence of absolute Love, Light and
beautiful sound. What I understood (in
Christian practice)
to be the WORD of God, is actually the SOUND
or MUSIC of God.
God is a great
LIGHT-filled Being who sings all tones
simultaneously and uses this method to bring
all things into existence ... He causes each
Creation to resonate with one another in
perfect harmony, once that Creation has
aligned itself with the ways of Love. God
uses his SOUND to create all things and give
them life. He then extends his Light and
helps that Creation to take form. All of us
hold Light and Tones within ... We are here
to learn how to better use them by living
life in a difficult environment for the
spirit and Soul ... the physical body.
How long is the
Light of God with us? Is there anything we
can do to make it go away?
Once God extends his
Light, that Light will remain with that
Creation for all eternity. There is nothing
that can remove it. Each and every one of us
is surrounded by a great beacon of Light.
This is our eternal cord that connects us to
our Creator. When most speak of seeing a
tunnel (in NDE experiences)
what they are referring to is the cord that
ever connects us to God and the Light of
Heaven shining through it from up above.
How is it that
you were shown these things?
I
am not quite sure of what ALL the reasons
might be; I do know I was destined to be
some kind of teacher on this planet and I
think that is obvious ... but one thing is
sure ... I am so glad my NDE happened cause
God knows I really, really needed it! All I
can say is ... I have been very blessed and
very assisted to get to this level of
understanding. I have worked very hard to be
a Loving person all my life and I have
endured my fair share of heartache. Much of
my childhood was filled with abuse, neglect
and harsh experiences and at times my
adulthood has been far from being a piece of
cake too. But I do not lament over this,
because I know that these difficulties
caused me to grow in spiritual strength.
Yet, there is another thing I think about
that might have caused the NDE ... perhaps I
got too lost inside my shattered perceptions
(during moments of pain)
and started going in the opposite
direction of what God's true plan for my
life was?
One thing I know about God, is he always
comes to get us if we get too lost in our
lives. My experience put me back on the path
and I work daily to stay on it, but even
still, I still fall off from time to time.
Now having said all this, it is important to
know that every single person can know and
see all I have. They just have to get
themselves to a place of Love so they can.
So you are saying
that I can I hear from God? If so, how?
Yes! I am saying
that ANYONE can hear from God! One does not
need to be Moses or Jesus or Buddha to hear
from their Creator. To hear from God, all
one has to do is THINK as the CREATOR
thinks. Well, I happen to know that God
thinks only ONE central thought, so this
should be easy for you! GOD THINKS ABOUT
NOTHING BUT LOVE -- ALL THE TIME!
If you are living your life according to
the ways of LOVE. (Which are the
constructive ways that you know deep down in
your spirit that are right for you),
then you can confidently know that you have
the ability to hear from God. If you are
actively seeking to spend time in the
presence of God ... then you can bet Spirit
is going to provide opportunities for you to
do that! You will always know when the
presence of God is with you ... you will
feel like a grateful and excited little
child again.
Actually all of us hear from God
everyday, only we are not aware of it.
Because we can get so caught up with the
illusions and ego distractions of this
world, we can lose focus easily. It is like
being immersed in an action-packed movie or
book while someone is speaking, only you
find yourself looking up and saying, "huh?"
once you realize they have been speaking to
you for some time.
How do I know if
I am hearing from God?
Anything that is not of LOVE is not of God!
PERIOD! If thoughts of judgment,
condemnation, bitterness, unforgiveness, ego
centered anger or hate based retaliation
come into your mind and dominate it, please
know, this is not God. This is your ego
speaking, which is ruled by fear. God fears
nothing, therefore; God can speak no thing
that is reminiscent of fear. God only speaks
using a language of Love.
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9. What about sexually diverse
people?
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If
this world was to ever find out just a small
amount of what sexually diverse (gay)
people are here to do on this planet, there
would never be one single wisecrack or
hurtful remark made ever again. Instead
there would be great respect! People who
speak disrespectful things about people of
this orientation ... enact judgment, and do
so from a place of unenlightenment,
insecurity, ego and socially induced
prejudice. Some may use mistranslated
scriptures taught to them, not by the Holy
Spirit ... but by fear-filled human beings.
Many will choose to sustain a Divinely
unsupported satanic hate-based rage against
these children of God, rather than using
Love to bring understanding and healing
between both peoples. Christ said, THE
GREATEST COMMANDMENT IS THAT WE ARE TO LOVE
ONE ANOTHER! When people sling condemnation,
judgment and bitterness at others, they are
not practicing the great commandment. They
are allowing their Souls to fall into
darkness.
What were you
told or shown about this issue?
When I got to Heaven, one of the first
things I asked was about the very issue of
bisexuality, as it had caused me a great
deal of concern my whole life. My lady guide
walked me to a room that had a large screen
in it. On the screen, I saw two forms of
Light conjoining with one another in the act
of making Love. My guide then asked me to
tell her which was the male and which was
the female? I said, "I dunno!" She smiled at
me and said it does not matter. She went on
to say that the two Lights were what God saw
when he looked upon us. She explained that
God always sees us as our higher selves and
that gender is a very temporary thing that
will not be around forever. It was further
explained to me that God himself is both a
Mother essence and a Father essence to us,
therefore; God fully understands our
attractions for members of similar genders.
It was told to me (or rather I was
reminded) that there are no mistakes in
the way each of us were made. God knew what
each of us would be challenged and blessed
with. We each act according to our heart
(or developed Soul center) and as we
mature Spiritually, we come up higher each
time.
One other thing I was shown was
a couple engaging in activities that focused
on Lust rather than Love. My lady guide said
that these individuals were in great
spiritual duress and bringing upon
themselves a life that would present much
challenge. I saw that their Soul Lights
began to dim significantly and there was a
dark haze all about them. My lady guide then
told me a time would come when these
individuals would need to learn to come to
God with their sexual selves, so that he
could help them to use their sexuality in a
more Loving way. More than likely, emotional
or mental illness would emerge and help
guide them to a more Loving path of
expression. As I looked upon the figures, I
sadly commented that lust was a major factor
that involved many gay people. The lady
smiled at me and explained that all fall
into lust before we fully embrace the Light
within ourselves. Later the lady also
revealed to me that the two dimly beings in
spiritual duress ... had been a married
heterosexual couple.
What was the dark
haze?
The dark haze was what I call gray or
shadow energy. This is a challenging type of
essence that coexists with us on the planet.
I believe this is what the Bible refers to
as demons. These entities' job unto Creation
is to help bring us additional weight and
life obstacles which match our non-positive
or unloving thoughts. With the weight of
their essence on us, our inner Light is
blocked. After a period of time where we go
stumbling around in the darkness of our
lives, we are once again encouraged to
return to more Loving thought and action. As
soon as we produce enough Light in our Soul
from having been Loving, the gray or shadow
energy is then popped off of us. WHERE THERE
IS LIGHT, DARKNESS CANNOT REMAIN! However,
we must maintain Loving action and thinking
because if we return to a less positive way
of being, these entities return bringing
reinforcements with them. When this happens
it is time to do spiritual warfare!
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10. How does one do spiritual
warfare?
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My
answer might surprise you. Spiritual warfare
is a practice of celebration. Why? Because
celebration is the very opposite to
depression which is what dark energies want
us to fall into so they can tighten their
grip on us.
Dark energies do not
want us to celebrate and rejoice in the fact
that beyond any truth … God is Love and
God's Love has already won and achieved
victory over any challenge that might come
against us. It is up to us to open ourselves
up and receive God's Love … All we must do
is simply … believe!
The dark forces
of challenging energy come to steal our Joy!
The reason for this is because misery Loves
company! Ever notice that?
People who
are in the habit of being down adore it when
others come and join them in their
destructive pity party. Well, these "sad
parties" are for the most part attended by
darkened energies. Because dark energy is
joyless, it wants us to become the same!
However, never forget … the Joy of the Lord
is our Strength!
When you feel as if you are being
overcome by shadow … it is time for you to
announce “NO MORE!” and celebrate your life!
I highly recommend that during times when
you feel something evil is trying to sneak
up on you from the back door, swing open the
front door and let the Light of God's Love
come in your life in every way you can think
of or Holy Spirit shows you. Throw out all
behaviors you know to be destructive and
unpositive. Allow no negative conversation
to come from your mouth! Only affirm the
positive!
Hint:
Turn off the TV... and put on the CD player!
Use music to heal your life! Keep in mind
that when we go back home to Heaven, music
is what God uses to restore our Souls!
Powerful and stirring music is everywhere!
If we are wise, we will play good Love
affirming music in our environments often! I
use everything from Gospel to Enya. Play
that wonderful music in your homes, cars and
work spaces everyday. Think of it as a can
of Lysol that not only helps to disinfect
your space from dark energy, it spreads
colorful rainbow Light for you to walk into.
Sometimes I feel so
ashamed because of my weaknesses!
Never allow shame to
come down on you because you have fallen
into challenge. Every person on this planet
has to endure this process and every person
has been made stronger because of it. The
occurrence of challenge is a part of God's
perfect plan. Most think that they have to
make themselves perfect before God will have
anything to do with them. This is not so. It
is our challenges in life that help us to
find him! Once we get past our challenges,
we understand the great unconditional Love
he has for us and he uses our experiences to
help dislodge others who are stuck in the
same places we have been.
What happens to me
Spiritually once I am able to have victory
over a challenge?
Each time we are
able to build our Light back up, we then add
solid muscle to our Souls. I am speaking of
spiritual muscle (made of dense Light)
which will help us to lift up issues and
challenges that might have been impossible
to get through before. It is through this
method that God prepares us to undertake our
life's mission. This is why many people have
difficult lives before they come into their
glory. The challenges they faced will have
strengthened them to the degree that once
they arrive at their Divine destination,
very little will be able to shake them.
Ego
is that thing that helps us learn what LOVE
is by showing us what it is not. All things
on Earth must come to a place of balance.
All things must have a parallel. This is how
we are each caused to grow Spiritually. Just
as a face (due to gravity) may
wrinkle with time, so does a Soul become
weighed down with ego. Ego is always LOVE'S
opposite. Love raises vibration and ego
lowers it. Ego is a mental essence that each
of us is made to endure for as long as we
walk the planet. Ego is that thing that
tells us in our mind, "No you can't do that
... because you're not talented, thin,
good-looking, wealthy, intelligent, young,
strong, interesting or intuitive ENOUGH!"
This is the voice of the Liar. The Liar is
the voice of ego. Let me put it this way:
wherever there is separation, condemnation,
self-doubt, lack-mentality, bitterness,
hostility or segregation ... you can best be
sure ego is not far behind.
Why
does ego do this?
Ego wants to keep you earthbound and
Heavenless for as long as it can. It is an
essence that has been sent here to learn
just as you have. However, it has a duty to
challenge each of us and cause us to learn
as it learns for itself. There is nothing to
fear about the ego. It is just a fragile,
spoiled child that screams and rants until
it gets what it wants. And like any child,
if you ignore it during its temper flare
long enough, sooner or later it will get the
message that those kinds of methods are not
productive and will not yield positive
results.
What
about the devil?
If you understand the ego, you will
understand the concept of the devil. Satanic
frequency is the LOW-RANGE frequency that
surrounds us in our collective thinking. It
is the opposite of the HIGH,
INCOMPREHENSIBLE LOVING frequency of God.
Please hear me out on something...be careful
of the music you listen to, the movies or TV
you watch, the gossip or negative speaking
you participate in. All these things LOWER
the Soul's vibration. Lower vibration brings
depression, disillusionment, disease and
despair. The lower our Soul's vibration
falls, the more these dark things come upon
us. Once you fall into LOWER vibration,
immediately seek to amend it with LOVING,
HIGHER VIBRATIONAL THOUGHT. It is like
anything else, the more you put into
something, that is what the end result will
be.
There is a place
called "the Death Shadowed Valley," where
some Souls may choose to go to if they feel
too afraid, guilty or shameful to approach
Heaven or God. This is an in-between place
or dimension that separates Souls from this
world and the next. ...And as I have
discussed before ... being caught in this
type of situation is a very difficult
process to endure and can cause problems for
both the living and the dead. However each
of us has the ability to call out to God or
to Christ ... and immediately ... we will be
taken home to Heaven. Or we (the living)
can pray and call out to God to send his
Angels to come and take others home. It is
important for us to understand that we each
send ourselves to the places our Soul
believes it most belongs. We do that now
here on planet Earth. Those stuck in
addiction, lust, bitterness and hate --
these are the ones truly in hell. But the
moment we choose Love, we can get ourselves
out. God never sends us anywhere we do not
wish to stay. We have totally misunderstood
the concept of hell on this planet.
What about a
place of burning fire?
I do
know of a place in the deep regions of the
Realm where I saw great caverns of
electrical blue fire. However, I understood
that this place was for the purpose of
Loving purification. God would never send
his precious creatures to a place to be
burned or harmed. It is completely contrary
to our Creator's nature.
Life is full
of hellish experiences and God would prefer
we keep ourselves from as many of these
things as possible, so that we do not overly
darken our Souls ... which in time will only
keep us from remembering who we really are.
What are some
things I should watch out for?
Never allow hatred to exist within you! Do
all you can to remove it from your life.
Hatred is the greatest toxin known to
humankind. Never allow yourself to remain
angry. Anger brings disease and challenging
energy. Do all you can to avoid excess.
Excessive food, drink, lust, intoxicants,
ambitious planning, competition, and (of
course) grief, bitterness, resentment
and judgment. The gray energies can easily
fool us into becoming unbalanced if we over
indulge in any one person, place, thought or
thing. Be sure to get plenty of fresh air,
exercise, rest and watch what poisons
(unnatural substances) you put into
your body. Drink plenty of water. Your
spirit wants to help you wash toxins out of
your body. Water was made for this purpose.
Your body is the temple for the Spirit. The
ego will do all it can to have you
disrespect yourself so that you might
ultimately lose your sense of importance and
Divine worth. Beware of the ego at all times
and look for it in all situations and
people. Once you spot ego, ask God to help
you assume spiritual control. Never be
ashamed to ask for God's help. He is right
there waiting to show you the way out of
your dilemma. Seek to be respectful to all
living creatures. Be generous whenever you
can. Remember that Mother Earth has been a
gracious host, let us do all we can to keep
her a wonderful place for our children to
live.
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13. How did your near-death
experience affect your music career?
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When
I came back from my NDE, I made a promise to
myself that I would only record and sing
songs that had a positive and healing
influence on the Soul. So far, I have kept
that promise and I'm honored to hear from
those who tell me they play my music in
their homes, cars, at work and in their
healing spaces every day or at least several
times a week. It pleases me greatly to hear
from these folks and then find out that the
music is helping them to heal from trauma,
break spells of depression ... or motivate
and cause positive momentum in their lives!
Music filled with strong flowing melodic
lines, lush tones and positive lyrics can
cause us to become filled with Light thus
enhancing our ability to give and receive
Love. Because God is actually part MUSIC,
good positive music can greatly help us
maintain a sense of connection and union
with our eternal Spirit.
After my NDE, I came back fully
understanding the power music has over our
lives; as God gifted me with an ability to
be sensitive to tones held within the music.
Now I have an advanced capacity to
comprehend what tones are secretly
communicating to the Soul. I use this
ability when I write, arrange and produce
mine (and other's) music. In fact,
that is why I typically write the melody
first and then put the words down later. For
me, music is a message waiting for a
translation. An artist is a person whom God
has blessed with a tremendous emotional
vocabulary to communicate to others
(who are still developing their
impressions about the world that surrounds
them.)
In my NDE, I learned that dark tones
and harshly/suggestively sung music
(with negative lyrics) listened to over
time, makes our mind and Soul progressively
distressed and dysfunctional. Usually the
artists doing these kinds of songs are
typically distressed and dysfunctional
themselves. It is because of this that I
strongly advise people who are working on
fixing their lives or staying on a Light
filled path, to stay as far away from such
music as much as possible! Unfortunately,
much of the "popular music" in today's
culture is littered with destructive lyrics
and non-nurturing tones. Without being
aware, the general public has been trained
by the greed based media to actually become
entertained by dysfunctional songs, and most
people (especially youth) have no
clue that much of the music
(they are listening to) is actually
injuring them emotionally! Some may have an
inkling of this fact, but because of media
hypnotism, socialized peer pressure, boredom
or lack of quality music ... they listen
anyway. And we wonder why we have so much
violence, materialism, uncontrolled lust and
other issues? From what I now understand
spiritually, the TV and the radio has just
about done modern day culture in! And if we
don't start becoming more observant to the
negative programming we are filling our
minds with day after day, we are going to be
caused to become numb to what is actually
good for us and not be able to make
effectual and lasting "positive" momentum in
our lives! We have to train ourselves to pay
close attention to how the music we are
listening to makes us feel. Does it make us
feel peaceful, joyous or dynamic? Or does it
leave us feeling aggressive, resentful,
bitter, lustful or arrogant? Be careful!
Music is powerful stuff. It can either help
heal you or hurt you. With all my Heart I
advise you to listen wisely!
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14. What would be the most important
thing you could say now?
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Please
never forget ... You are so Loved! Never is
there a time where you are unseen or
forgotten! To know Love ... you must
practice Loving! Remember, your challenges
in life are here as gifts ... once you
succeed in getting past them, you will be
rewarded by being filled with Loving and
healing Light. There is no greater feeling
than this. When in doubt, remember -- Love
is always the answer!
God bless you
my precious brothers and sisters! Please
know I am sending out Love and good energy
to whomever will receive it!
Be
Loving to one another and Love will be good
to you.
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